This will be a blog of my random thoughts and feelings, my pictures and I'll try to do a couple videos. I hope to keep everyone kind of entertained or at least thinking so they'll come back and read it again. OOO and leave comments.
so I haven't done this in a while. Now I may have appeared to drop off the edge off the world for a while... I hadn't = ( lol I was busy! working babysitting working working no time for fun. lol actually a little time for fun but not much. AAAAAAAAAANYWHO, this looks very un-formal... kinda like my life right now. Grad was awesome now i need to work and do stuff lame i know but someone has to! lol Through my rollercoaster of obsessions there are 2 that are a constant... my music and my pictures... so here we go:
first my ipod With 1763 songs and 59 videos on it its a must have when going anywhere! I have everything from Mozart to Madonna, Faith Hill to... i don't know I have every kind of music on there though!
and I don't have a picture of my camera so I'll show you pictures that I've recently taken with it!
This is a beautiful song... sometimes... I and I think most other women feel like if we just lost weight or got the right hair cut buy the latest trends, do our make up a certain way or just change somehow, that we'd be perfect some one will notice us. I cried when I watched this video. One because I'm a big cry baby two because ti really spoke to me and I'm sure it can and will speak to many other girl and women. So please take the time to listen to it or read the lyrics or.... just think about it. Your beautiful and though I probably haven't/ wont see everyone who reads this... I mean that! Your perfect the way you are and its taken me a while to figure that out and I'm still working on it but its coming. (lyrics at the bottom)
More Beautiful You by Jonny Diaz
Little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine Says she wants to look that way But her hair isn’t straight her body isn’t fake And she’s always felt overweight
Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see That beauty is within your heart And you were made with such care your skin your body and your hair Are perfect just the way they are
There could never be a more beautiful you Don’t buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do So there could never be a more beautiful you
Little girl twenty-one the things that you’ve already done Anything to get ahead And you say you’ve got a man but he’s got another plan Only wants what you will do instead
Well little girl twenty-one you never thought that this would come You starve yourself to play the part But I can promise you there’s a man whose love is true And he’ll treat you like the jewel you are
So turn around you’re not too far To back away be who you are To change your path go another way It’s not too late you can be saved If you feel depressed with past regrets The shameful nights hope to forget Can disappear they can all be washed away By the one who’s strong can right your wrongs Can rid your fears dry all your tears And change the way you look at this big world He will take your dark distorted view And with His light He will show you truth And again you’ll see through the eyes of a little girl
Today is tuesday for all you who didn't know that. It feels like it should be friday, I wish it was. Maybe I don't lol I don't know, this week wont be a very hard/ busy week but still... This morning when I was eating breakfast my mom came to me and was like, "Jess I will be at school at 3 o'clock so be ready!" "Ready for what?" I replied, clearly confused, partly due to the fact that it was 8 in the morning and also because I had no idea what she was saying or why she wanted to pick me up. She just stared at me probably thinking LORD help this poor child, because clearly I was loosing it. lol Not my fault I don't look at the calender! Anywho, so she tells me I have an optometrist appointment so we are leaving at 3 SHARP. lol
I LOVE the optometrist they have such interesting things to read on their walls! They even have a slide show about your eyes and how they focus light inside for you to watch while you wait and its cool. They show you what happens in your eye if your far sited, if your near sited, if you have an astigmatism, which I do have so... INTERESTING! I think that would be an easy job and it would be super fun! I love looking at peoples eyes... so pretty.
That's the first thing I look at/ notice when I meet someone their eyes and their teeth! lol That sounds kind of weird but its true. Its probably because I make eye contact when I talk to people. I hate it when people don't look at you when they talk to you. Its very annoying!
Now on to a slightly more exciting topic, I know its hard to beat the optometrist, but here we go! ROBERT PATTINSON! Mmm... sigh... LOL ok. So hes hot, hes famous, he acts and get this, HE SINGS. lol He says he is book for like the next year because he is composing music for a movie and hes making New Moon ( the second movie in the twilight series). He has some other movies out too How to Be and Little Ashes.
How to be is an indie film made in the UK. Its comedy and looks like it would be a GREAT movie. Its about a guy (Robert) who wants to be a musician but it isn't working to well for him, so he hires an author of a self help book to come and help him get his life together. The previews look really good! lol I think I'm in a quarter life crisis. Wait how long does that mean I'll live... 68... only... hum that's to short lol ok I'm having a pre-quarter life crisis lol. ( I don't know what to do with my life after I graduate). Then there is the movie Little Ashes. Here he is an artist, Salvador Dali, and there is something about a war and I don't quite know whats going on but I think he's gay and... I don't quite know. I showed my art teacher this preveiw and she was like "Salvador Dali!!" and so she wants to see it because he was like a famous artist or something, but I don't really know (the only reason I'd want to see this movie is because of Robert Pattinson). HAPPY TUESDAY!!
So I haven't blogged in a while. I guess I've been a little busy, but nothing has happened. Lets see, I got a job at Co-Op as a cashier YAY! now my mom will stop bugging me lol and I'll get more then $5 an hour like i did for babysitting. Actually most times she gave me more any way... My beloved iPod drowned and so now its not working and that makes me want to cry... I always listen to my iPod... if you look at all the pictures I take of my self I'll be listening to my iPod probably 70% of the time. So this loss hit hard... I'm hoping it works when it drys out... you never know... I guess I'll keep you posted... I didn't do the scavenger hunt word UP. I did think about it though. There are SO many ways to use the word UP I didn't know how to choose what angle to go from. This weeks word is Chicken lol I wish I would have known that one day sooner... I would have taken a picture of supper yesterday... mmmmmmmmmmmm Chicken!! lol We buy Hutterite chicken its the best... lol they make good cheese too Mmm ;) lol Anyway that's it for now!
I got a job I broke my iPod I need to take a picture of chicken lol I summed my whole blog today into 3 lines! (They probably would have fit on one though)
Today I was looking at videos on youtube. I saw a video to congratulate fred on 1,000,000 subscribers to his channel and so I looked to see if Fred actually had 1,000,000 subscribers... he doesn't... and so i looked at people who had subscribed to him, and saw this hotish guy so I went to see if he had any videos, and he only had on and it had no noise because he couldn't find his camera then I saw RyanLeslieTV and so I went to his channel and I was listening to his videos and I saw this one:
and I love the song lollipop so I listened and I think its AWESOME and he made it up on the spot and I think I'm going to have to see if I can listen to this DJ on line some where; DJ Green Lantern and the show is called The Invasion and remember Ryan Leslie says:
"Keep in mind, I take my hat off to the true improvisational players out there. I've been around the world and seen some amazing piano/keyboard players. In fact - I've even hired a few of them to play with me at live shows or in sessions.
I taught myself to play by ear, and I was thankful I figured out the chords in time to get an arpeggio going. I posted this video to show that no matter your talent level - it's always important to give your all. People will respond as long as it's sincere."
SO Yesterday I was listening to FM static.(FM Static is a Toronto-based pop punk band currently signed to Tooth & Nail Records. The band was started as a side project by Thousand Foot Krutch frontman, Trevor McNevan and drummer Steve Augustine.) THEY'RE AWESOME, but that's beside the point. The other band Thousand Foot Krutch sings screamo (for those who don't know what I mean when I say screamo its exactly how the sounds the artists basically just scream) and I don't really like them. So I was wondering why they started FM Static. I LOVE FM Static but not TFK they're OK but I just can't really listen to their music for long periods of time... and I defiantly can't listen to them in concert. Is that weird?? I know that they are basically the same people but the type of music is SOO different. Tell me what you think FM Static or TFK?? FM Static
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lol ok so now that I'm listening to them I relize I do like TFK but they don't sound this tame in concert... lol good times at soul'd we had fun but it was super loud and WAY more screaming. I still want to know what you guys think! FM Static is still better to me but listen to both of them!!
listening to my ipod lol you can see the haedphones
