why do i need a title?

I'm running out of Titles, if that is even possible. Its because I really have no topics to talk about... yesterday was my last youth ever. I still don't know how I feel. Right now everything is so.... surreal. Like this can't be happening, the world as I currently know it is coming to an end, soon I will be an adult. My parents aren't helping either, not telling me important things , and they keep stressing all the expenses that I will have when I turn 18! Rent, Groceries, Bills, Car payments, Gas, clothes(which I buy now anyway), put away money for school, buying my DSLR(which I desperately need so I can start a portfolio so I can go to school). So much stuff to think about, I'll be off my dads health plan... so I have to pay my own dentist and optometrist and meds.I'm really not looking forward to it! I can't wait to Graduate but right when I do the pressures of the world will crash onto me... I think I'm gonna cry at grad. DEFINITELY!

Last weeks word was rambunctious, and I had NO IDEA what/ who to feature. most of my family and pets are loud, annoying, and/or hard to control (including me). So I had a hard time, and in the end I decided I'll wait until next week. we'll see if I can do better. Though I am PRETTY sure I can do better then nothing so it shouldn't be to hard!

May 31 my aunt had a bouncing baby boy named Rustle Elijah, lol his next youngest sibling is... 11 I think, poor kid. She's planing on having another one though so he isn't lonely. I don't think he will be lonely anyway. He will be my cousin Tiffanys baby and she wont leave him alone for a second. She's 15(almost 16) and she's wanted 21 children since.... for as long as I can remember. She'd always list them names she wanted for them but I would zone out so... that never got very far. It wasn't my fault though! 21 Children with 3 names each!! That's 63 names to listen to!! (I didn't even use a calculator for that one! lol) CONGRATS AUNTY LISA, I love you, and am glad everything went smoothly.

I got my calculus mark today.... not the final mark, I hope its higher then that, but right now I'm at 89%. That's just because of the HORRIBLE mark I got on my last test. 34/48... =( stupid sandwich theorem! I got home and I was like OOOOO YEAH the sandwich theorem! Thats where the final number has to be between the 2 limits! like 1<5,>

Fire drill!

So I'm in school right now and we JUST had a fire drill! the whole school had to go out side and ... oooo its pointless. This was probably my last fire drill ever =( awe! lol and YES!!! MY LAST FIRE DRILL EVER!!lol Well thats it for today!

HAPPY TUESDAY EVERYBODY!!

Tired

I AM SOOOOOO TIRED! This week is the play week... lol so we're up late every night and that awful stage makeup!! ewww. lol I'm going to be one HUGE pimple face by the time this is over! Plays are so much fun! This year we are doing the play Charlotte's Web and even though it sounds childish its actually really funny and amusing to the adults to. We've heard nothing but good reports! I'm Mrs. Arable aka Ferns mom. So I have a pretty good sized part. I have the worst stage fright ever and feel really awkward when I'm on stage (It was worse last year)but people say they couldn't tell at all. lol So that is a good thing I guess, now that the plays almost done and we've done four shows, its getting easier to do. I have LOTS of pictures to put up so... look for those behind the scene photos!! lol Coming to a blog near you. More Later!

Spring break

Hello all!
So I know I haven't written for a while..... and I have an excuse... it was spring break. I know "but Jessica that means you had more time to write and upload all sorts of interesting stuff!" lol well for those of you who still have not caught on I have a boring life and so that creates nothing interesting to write about. lol
I'll tell you about my spring break ... make sure your comfortable, because you may fall asleep... now where shall I start? I guess I'll start on Monday because thats when something sort of interesting happened. OK...

ON Monday:
I went to Grand Forks and I bought lots of clothes and i got the Twilight movie and I got the third book, Eclipse, it was LOTS of fun. I realized one thing though.... US money sucks. I hate all those 1 dollar bills... SOOOOOOOOOO annoying, but we had fun. the day after the road to and from Grand Forks from Canada was closed due to flooding... so thankfully we made it!

Tuesday:
On Tuseday I worked in the morning and I..... don't know what I did in the afternoon. Probably just watched TV ... It was snowing... yay! NOT! I'm so sick of the snow and slush and puddles and mud.

Wednesday:
I worked from 8 am - 5pm we set up a gazebo in Co-op and I learned how to use a talxon it was fun. Samantha and I also made a house plan if we would ever buy that building... it was interesting and fun. In the evening I babysat for Lisa... the kids are all sick YAY!!

Thursday:
On Thursday I working in the morning again and then Jessica came over and we played Balderdash, thats a super fun game. Its basically a whole bunch of weird NEVER used english words that you write definitions for. LOTS of fun. lol I learn lots of interesting things from that game.

Friday:
Well on Friday I didn't really do anything... I started reading Eclipse by Stephinie Meyers.... SOOOO GOOD!! lol I love Jacob... Edwards awesome too lol but Jake makes me smile... like REALLY smile lol WAY more then Edward dose... its SOOO GOOD! a MUST READ for all book lovers...lol maybe not all some people would find it VERY weird due to the fact that there are Vampires and Werewolves so.... lol if you not into that.. give it a try, keep an open mind, and remember most books start slow.. it might pick up and you'll love it!

Saturday:
I went bowling for my cousin Jessica's sweet 16. lol Lots of fun. we did theme bowling. For those of you that don't know what that is, you pick a style/ way of bowling and then everyone does it that way for a round. like granny bowling or backwards..... or bumper bowling or lying down.... lol and yes we had bumpers. our second game was seriouse but we still had the lowest scores of all the lanes. lol It was A LOT of fun though!

Sunday:
Church and.... nothing else... oooo I had drama practice. That was fun.. ish. I love drama but I can't wait until it is over! lol we all still had our lines memorized after 8 days of no practice so I think we'll do great. I can't wait!

That is pretty much my spring break. I was banned from the computer so I could do fun family activities. Once again I'm sorry for not writing ... lol no one missed it but still..... lol

Second Semester

So today second semester starts! Yay!
I went through all of last year saying that that was my hard semester but now that its second semester I've realized that this semester is just as hard as last. = ( Last Semester I had: English Comp, Pre Calculus, and Biology then I had the afternoon off. This semester I have consumer, Calculus, health(and when its done my consumer will move to this period and I'll have a spare first thing), lunch, spare, and Yearbook. Yearbook will be my only fun class and most of the time its lots of work... maybe thats because last year almost all I did was play games and listen to music and check my email but still.... this year it might be less work. Consumer should be easy because I'm good at math (I got 92% on my provincial standard pre cal exam), and suposedly he doesn't teach much lol. I should get a high mark in that class... basicly I only have math this semester. So it sucks but it will be easy.
Its starting to sink in that this is my last semester of school and then I have to go work and stuff now. Its scary, everyones like what are you going to do when your done?, what do you want to be? what school are you going to? I have no idea so its kind of intimadating. I think I'm just going to work a year then go to school for photography and graphic design. We'll see I guess but i think that would be a fun and sutable career for me =D I love people and I love pictures, I'm good with cameras and computers and I think it would be AWESOME. Soon I'll put pictures on here so you can judge my abilities for yourself but most people think that they are really nice pictures.

Winter Boots

So yesterday I was at drama practice, we're doing the play Charlotte's Web this year, and one of the girls there was wearing winter boots. That is my new pet peeve, there is NO snow inside so why wear big winter boots?? They are so LOUD and clunk all over the place.... its embarrassing even if I'm not the one wearing the boots! It drives me insane!! I wanted to yell at her! and we were on stage yet to so it was EVEN louder!
This person is an adult yet too shes 18 or 19. You'd think she would feel embarrassed if all you could hear was her boots, I know I would try to do as little walking as possible. I don't understand why she needed boots in the first place, she got a ride right to the door of the school. I can see if she had to walk to school why she'd wear boots because it was -40 with the wind chill, REALLY cold, but if your getting a ride?!?! Even if I had worn boots I would have brought a back-up pair of shoes!! I wore thin cloth ballet flats and my feet weren't even cold and I had to drive in my freezing cold van!
Then this morning when I got to school she was wearing them AGAIN!! I was like do you own ANY shoes. Sorry for my rantings but her boots were driving me crazy, especially when they were clomping around on stage! That's when I really noticed them.....